Lyrics

I've been a fool, and you've been childish
You fell down, you got hurt chasing sweeter dreams
Never could hide the truth in your eyes
That's how I knew that smile was a lie

I love you is something you never say
Couldn't get it out, always just pulled away
So then why, please won't you tell me why
You could find the words to say goodbye

I'm such a mess, I'm lost, I'm no good at this
I'm in love, still in love, still in love with you
Hard as I try, I can't even drink this pain away
Memories of you, twisting my view, I've been a fool

What a fool I've been, I really was a fool
Always knew, our time together wasn't true
Even so, my sorrow has no disguise
I am missing you, the shameful underline

Knowing that she's out there, a mistake I concede
Knowing that she's moved on, a distant memory
So I ask, oh even so I ask
Why is it only me stuck in the past?

You're an illusion, a mirage, that won't fade away
To my dismay, this love has left me so astray
What can I say, although this might seem cliche
What am I to do, forgiving you, I'm such a fool